"you  cant  handle  me.

onwards and upwards motherfuck'aaaa!" *

im over this. over you. over the late nights. over the abuse. over the mental. over the physical. over the emotional. over caring. over putting up with. over sacrifice. over compromise. over it. FOR GOOD.

her. she fuckin' made you this way. she fuckin' ruined things for us, for me, because she is a fuckin' bitch. i'm nothing like her, why can't you see that? why don't you trust me, the way i deserve to be trusted? why do you think i'm just going to be another her. i am nothing like her. i am nothing like her. nothing.

why do I even have this?
no one reads it.
im so slack at regularly updating it.
i guess i have it because of you, i need an outlet for the way you make me feel everyday.

yup just as I thought...
everything. you. her. the lies.
fuck.
HJBSFNJAM.

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hooked on this feeling, & i dont want to let it go. ♥